It's just been sometime, and stuff has happened. MAJOR stuff.

I pray for your guidence in this time of trouble, 

I pray that your direction will be clear for us,

I pray for peace of heart and clear minded-ness,

Most importantly, i pray that you will always be a stronghold for those in need.

And if you you were the ocean, I'd learn to float.

Sorry for not posting in One and a half's week (According to Aya's observation) 

Anyway I want to say, Aya you're the best (:

Okay today so was the REAL opening of the N.P.O.E (Nice People Of Edward) Super cool. 

We fined Nic Foo, Jon Leong, Fabian, Lucius, and Isaac. haha! thats like 4 bucks! First day only leh! haha, Gonna be rich! So end of the year, money will be used for the Nice people chalet! 

So, just to comfirm the people in the N.P.O.E

-Lu 

-Isaac (owe 50cents)

-Jian Ming

-Fabian (owe 50cents)

-Nic F00 (owe 50cents)

-John

-Jurado

-Ren Bin (owe 50cents)

-Jon Leong (owe 50cents)

HAha guys u better pay up! Okay now for the rules ad regulations

RULEzzzz

-No such thing as cuz i'm super pissed now so i have the right to be angry. 

AS WE ALL KNOW THE RULES ARE QUITE STRICT SO I THINK A LEWAY SHOULD BE GRANTED SO... HERE THEY ARE.

Anyway, yesterday night was so reviving, thank you AYA (dun say i neh mention you hor) for keeping me company (: and Indirectly i think it made me super sleepy today in school. Anyway, Thanks (:

Okay well, for today! Mediocre i'd say. Had P.E, where i took my 5 stations as i missed it due to band performances... Standing Broad Jump - 257cm, Sit and reach - 49cm! Sit ups - 50.

The others haven take garh... nvm oh well, then had Art, we were suppose to make a sculpture using the base theme "peanut" i had mine well PVC-Glued. Basically just alot of newspaper and tissue paper stuck together. And the best part! i got my cube back! Yay, and now i have to re-stick the stickers and add on scotch tape from keep them from coming off ): Anyway.... 

Oh band today was funny too. Hendrik's bone got CONFISCATED by Mr Chew! Omg he also scolded him for playing it while the sec 4's had O levels. laughed my asss off la. Poor him... HE hates Chew now. Had full band till 4.30 then had "Slacktionals" after that. And then dance! l0l, As we are going to perform at botanic gardens, we figured we better have a back-up plan incase our performance killed us. l0l!!! anyway, tonight having conference again. And tomorrow hopefully can play ball at primary school then i can DUNK! yeh! haha  

The term "father" can represent alot of things. Our father who art in heaven. Father can be used to call out to God, but how about daddy - father. 

Yesterday, as we all know, my frameless glasses are spoilt really easily as they are very fragile. I showed my him ("father") my glasses, at that time i was wearing my spare glasses the marooned coloured plastic glasses. I was explaining to him that plastic is more durable compared to a frameless glasses. If you get hit in the face by a incoming soccer ball, the chances of the plastic glasses spoiling is 15%. Oh well, so i told him that, and guess what, He took my plastic glasses, SMASHED IT AGAINST THE TABLE AND KINDA TIGHTENED HIS GRIP ON IT FORCEFULLY TRYING TO SPOIL IT. Oh yes he was successful. My glasses were crushed. At that time i began to ponder over this question. How do parents lead their lives by example? I now no one is perfect, but, thats not a reason. I can murder someone and tell the judge no one is perfect. After what's happened, it gave me an extra reason of utter disrespect towards him. No reason to call him "father" when i dun even know if i mean it. That night, i cried, yes i did, it kept me awake, and i realize that there is no one in the world i would ever trust again. There is no such thing as a nice person. Everyone is out there against you in any way. The only way to overcome this is to harden your heart. To have a COLD heart. This is how life is now, it's a cruel world and that is the only way one can keep from a attack. 

Anyway, the thing is over, everything might appear back to normal but deep in me, that feel that sense, the coldness in me. To not let anyone get into my head. I'm living for no one except God himself. It's me alone. But i would like to thank jacq for lending me her ears, i think if i din vent it out yesterday things would have been different. So thanks jacqueline! Anyway, i'm gonne get new specs soon i hope. To those reading this, i advice you, do not let anyone get their way, your living for yourself. Don't ever let your heart be soft, nothing will ever fall in place nicely for you. Remember, your living for yourself.

Saturday - Woke up at 6.40, rushed down to city hall where i met liong, j.wong, isaac, bin, jon tan, yip, onggo... We were selected to take part in this POETRY SLAM! Kinda lame but oh well, got cash price mah! haha, Upon reaching ART"S HOUSE, we had to "reinstate" our purpose of being there. To PERFORM A POEM AND WRITE POEMS. Not CHECK OUT GIRLS! Oh well, according to plan, my group won the first preliminary round! Our reward, one big box of merci chocolates! Then rushed down to church, missed message and CG wth!!! the 3/3 I KISSED DATING GOODBYE series i missed! I guess there will be another time for catching up la. Then was the hardcore Capt. Ball game. It was super good, first time i actually played so well, under Tim's guidance. teehee, then went home...

Sunday - Went to church, P.S. becuz i was too tired on saturday night, i did not bathe when i came home. I bathed the next morning! haha, OMG yes i know i'm slightly sick but ohwell, boys will be boys. haha! Din sing during worship. The songs were all so Hymn-ish! BORING... din hear message too. Was "planning" with aya and caitlin (: 

After church, I went glossary shopping with auntie Pauline, Renee, Caitlin and NiNi. haha where they tot me how to be "the" perfect gentleman. Haha, thanks Auntie Pauline for the super good, big bowl of kimchi ramen! Just love that! Then went to Nae's place, studied alittle then the guys came over. I followed Jie and Des to costa sands where i first met some of thier school frens... then went home and did futher planning....

Monday - Suprisingly i did not wake up feeling tired! i was all recharged and ready for school. Cool, and as i said RENEE WOULD SLEEP BEFORE ME! haha. Chem lesson, boring... maths was super depressing. Everything that squeaked out of Ms Lee's mouth was super blur to me! i felt so bad not paying attention in class and i did not understand a thing she was trying to tell the class. OH well.... Then had Hall assembly. Guess what. The speaker was talking about TOILETS! omg it was a boring yet funny talk. THe sch just responded rhetorically to his questions! So sad. BEst part of today! PLaying basketball at the PRIMARY SCHOOL almost dunked. Me + Jon Leong VS Jiaks + JM... 7-3 l0l, nice teamwork jon! Best goal was, when i goal - tended jon leongs shot and layed it up my self! shoot that was a blast... Apologies jon... Now gong to do my very first argumentative essay! Gee i'm screwed anyway catcha soon. (: