Lovingly unwanted

IF she has to go, take her peacefully

2008-09-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hello, i'm finally updating...

It's just been sometime, and stuff has happened. MAJOR stuff.

I pray for your guidence in this time of trouble,

I pray that your direction will be clear for us,

I pray for peace of heart and clear minded-ness,

Most importantly, i pray that you will always be a stronghold for those in need.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the deisre.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat.

If you were winter, I'd be the snow.

If you were a tree, I'd be the bark.

If you were the sky, I'd learn to fly

And if you you were the ocean, I'd learn to float.

N.P.O.E (Nice People Of Edward)

2008-07-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!

Sorry for not posting in One and a half's week (According to Aya's observation)

Anyway I want to say, Aya you're the best (:

Okay today so was the REAL opening of the N.P.O.E (Nice People Of Edward) Super cool.

We fined Nic Foo, Jon Leong, Fabian, Lucius, and Isaac. haha! thats like 4 bucks! First day only leh! haha, Gonna be rich! So end of the year, money will be used for the Nice people chalet!

So, just to comfirm the people in the N.P.O.E

-Lu

-Isaac (owe 50cents)

-Jian Ming

-Fabian (owe 50cents)

-Nic F00 (owe 50cents)

-John

-Jurado

-Ren Bin (owe 50cents)

-Jon Leong (owe 50cents)

HAha guys u better pay up! Okay now for the rules ad regulations

RULEzzzz

- No being mean to anybody in school or what so ever esp in presence of committee member if not they can catch and fine you)

-No scolding vulgarities to a person or any person for that matter

-No harsh/rude/badmouths/toking/ other mean stuff to anybody, unless we like come together and say can la like how we agreed on _______ I shan't say wont be mean...

-Sarcasm is 10 cents. So dun be sarcastic or stuff.

-No such thing as "cuz he provoke me first so i mean to him" as NICE people we should learn how to forgive and forget.

-No such thing as "joking oni mah. haha" hah ur head ah 50cents...

-No such thing as cuz i'm super pissed now so i have the right to be angry.

AS WE ALL KNOW THE RULES ARE QUITE STRICT SO I THINK A LEWAY SHOULD BE GRANTED SO... HERE THEY ARE.

-Being mean to TEACHERS are allowed!

-Badmouth them as hardcore as you like

-No one will catch you for being mean to teachers

-Targeted people that we all agree on being mean to shall not need to pay a cent

HERE SO THESE ARE THE RULES AND REGULATIONS OF THE N.P.O.E HOPE YOU GUYS WILL BE ABLE TO ADHERE TO THEM AH! GOOD LUCK. JUST REMEMBER THE END OF YEAR CHALET THAT ALL THE FINES SHALL GO TOO!

Thanks- You

2008-07-02T04:59:00.000-07:00

I'd like to thank all you guys, you guys are the sweetest people. Thank You!

Anyway, yesterday night was so reviving, thank you AYA (dun say i neh mention you hor) for keeping me company (: and Indirectly i think it made me super sleepy today in school. Anyway, Thanks (:

Okay well, for today! Mediocre i'd say. Had P.E, where i took my 5 stations as i missed it due to band performances... Standing Broad Jump - 257cm, Sit and reach - 49cm! Sit ups - 50.

The others haven take garh... nvm oh well, then had Art, we were suppose to make a sculpture using the base theme "peanut" i had mine well PVC-Glued. Basically just alot of newspaper and tissue paper stuck together. And the best part! i got my cube back! Yay, and now i have to re-stick the stickers and add on scotch tape from keep them from coming off ): Anyway....

Oh band today was funny too. Hendrik's bone got CONFISCATED by Mr Chew! Omg he also scolded him for playing it while the sec 4's had O levels. laughed my asss off la. Poor him... HE hates Chew now. Had full band till 4.30 then had "Slacktionals" after that. And then dance! l0l, As we are going to perform at botanic gardens, we figured we better have a back-up plan incase our performance killed us. l0l!!! anyway, tonight having conference again. And tomorrow hopefully can play ball at primary school then i can DUNK! yeh! haha

Your living for yourself

2008-07-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night something happen, it strucked me greatly here it goes...

The term "father" can represent alot of things. Our father who art in heaven. Father can be used to call out to God, but how about daddy - father.

Yesterday, as we all know, my frameless glasses are spoilt really easily as they are very fragile. I showed my him ("father") my glasses, at that time i was wearing my spare glasses the marooned coloured plastic glasses. I was explaining to him that plastic is more durable compared to a frameless glasses. If you get hit in the face by a incoming soccer ball, the chances of the plastic glasses spoiling is 15%. Oh well, so i told him that, and guess what, He took my plastic glasses, SMASHED IT AGAINST THE TABLE AND KINDA TIGHTENED HIS GRIP ON IT FORCEFULLY TRYING TO SPOIL IT. Oh yes he was successful. My glasses were crushed. At that time i began to ponder over this question. How do parents lead their lives by example? I now no one is perfect, but, thats not a reason. I can murder someone and tell the judge no one is perfect. After what's happened, it gave me an extra reason of utter disrespect towards him. No reason to call him "father" when i dun even know if i mean it. That night, i cried, yes i did, it kept me awake, and i realize that there is no one in the world i would ever trust again. There is no such thing as a nice person. Everyone is out there against you in any way. The only way to overcome this is to harden your heart. To have a COLD heart. This is how life is now, it's a cruel world and that is the only way one can keep from a attack.

Anyway, the thing is over, everything might appear back to normal but deep in me, that feel that sense, the coldness in me. To not let anyone get into my head. I'm living for no one except God himself. It's me alone. But i would like to thank jacq for lending me her ears, i think if i din vent it out yesterday things would have been different. So thanks jacqueline! Anyway, i'm gonne get new specs soon i hope. To those reading this, i advice you, do not let anyone get their way, your living for yourself. Don't ever let your heart be soft, nothing will ever fall in place nicely for you. Remember, your living for yourself.

Last 3 days

2008-06-30T01:05:00.001-07:00

First let me make up to the days that i did not post...

Saturday - Woke up at 6.40, rushed down to city hall where i met liong, j.wong, isaac, bin, jon tan, yip, onggo... We were selected to take part in this POETRY SLAM! Kinda lame but oh well, got cash price mah! haha, Upon reaching ART"S HOUSE, we had to "reinstate" our purpose of being there. To PERFORM A POEM AND WRITE POEMS. Not CHECK OUT GIRLS! Oh well, according to plan, my group won the first preliminary round! Our reward, one big box of merci chocolates! Then rushed down to church, missed message and CG wth!!! the 3/3 I KISSED DATING GOODBYE series i missed! I guess there will be another time for catching up la. Then was the hardcore Capt. Ball game. It was super good, first time i actually played so well, under Tim's guidance. teehee, then went home...

Sunday - Went to church, P.S. becuz i was too tired on saturday night, i did not bathe when i came home. I bathed the next morning! haha, OMG yes i know i'm slightly sick but ohwell, boys will be boys. haha! Din sing during worship. The songs were all so Hymn-ish! BORING... din hear message too. Was "planning" with aya and caitlin (:

After church, I went glossary shopping with auntie Pauline, Renee, Caitlin and NiNi. haha where they tot me how to be "the" perfect gentleman. Haha, thanks Auntie Pauline for the super good, big bowl of kimchi ramen! Just love that! Then went to Nae's place, studied alittle then the guys came over. I followed Jie and Des to costa sands where i first met some of thier school frens... then went home and did futher planning....

Monday - Suprisingly i did not wake up feeling tired! i was all recharged and ready for school. Cool, and as i said RENEE WOULD SLEEP BEFORE ME! haha. Chem lesson, boring... maths was super depressing. Everything that squeaked out of Ms Lee's mouth was super blur to me! i felt so bad not paying attention in class and i did not understand a thing she was trying to tell the class. OH well.... Then had Hall assembly. Guess what. The speaker was talking about TOILETS! omg it was a boring yet funny talk. THe sch just responded rhetorically to his questions! So sad. BEst part of today! PLaying basketball at the PRIMARY SCHOOL almost dunked. Me + Jon Leong VS Jiaks + JM... 7-3 l0l, nice teamwork jon! Best goal was, when i goal - tended jon leongs shot and layed it up my self! shoot that was a blast... Apologies jon... Now gong to do my very first argumentative essay! Gee i'm screwed anyway catcha soon. (:

STart of something new

2008-06-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

It's been, 5months since i last posted.

My blog "foryouiwould" has finally return! *claps*

Anyway, Tomorrow shall be my first and official post, so welcome me back!

- Lu

Lazy wednesday

2008-01-28T04:06:00.002-08:00

HI!!! i'm back, lucius lazy post againn... that basket...ball.
So, i will post for him!

Lucius told me about his day. dunno wether accurate nots.
Ok, so school was fun today, Lucius ran his 2.4 run in school,
His timing improved, 13:11mins...
Lucius also played ball in school and got owned! haha
Looks like girls can play better then him... i can own him, maybe.

So after school lucius went for band. He, "Mastered" all his scales,"wth is that?" and was veri happy.
Then played soccer with his frens. Freddy was there oso watching.
(dunno whos freddy btw)
HE missed about 10 chances of scoring la. haha What a noob. sorry Lu!
And, then, one of his frens fell on him and his head got cut.
It bleed alot (aww poor thing)

Thats all for today. He say de.
So see ya! :D
Haha purposely chose the colour purple. haha Lucius is a gay! haha jkk

T.T- day

2008-01-28T04:06:00.001-08:00

Tuesday, second day of a week, 3 more days to go to weekends.

Ok today nothing much la, had our bio test, if jj din leak out the test questions i think i fail liao lor. NOw i think still got hope bah, Whats the alimentary canal???...

Not alot of ball playing today, so, tonight no ben and jerry's. So yeh went singpost. Wah for like 3months at least we did not go singpost in a group liao lor. wah dem shuang ah, it's like reliving our sec 1 days. haha anyway the 6 of us, usual, ate and then bot alot of stuff from ntuc. was i bot "shark" energy drink. haha I'm veri high now, seriously. renbin putting his "shark" in pocket for driking at tomorrows 2.4 la. wth, he dam pro sia. haha Oh oh oh and i bought 3 yupi gummy packets! haha veri nice.

then went home to do Homework...

Fun Mon

2008-01-28T04:06:00.000-08:00

Hi.... just to let you alll know this blog is not dead, Not dead this blog is, so dun think it's dead or YOU will be dead. Erm thx ____ for blogging last tuesday for me, and sorry to all my "fans" out there i know you guys think it's dead cuz i din post on 3 days, but come'on, i was busy la. ok so remember, not dead or you will be.

Ok monday, the usual wear tie day. with the top button buttoned. So had hall assembly, got house meeting, i taking part in 4 x 100 and 4 x 400 relay. yay, got the fastest people, in our team and a win is a definite. Ok so, bought ice jelly for Mr Chye, and in return he treated me one ice jelly too. YAY, free ice jelly. haha it cost one buck anyway...

So after school, played basketball. HAha MVP over here. played dem well la. i felt dem good, even jiakhee said i improved. wah i lkike touched leh. ok anyway, went to makan at mac. The MAc spicy's are rrreli good, can make u wanna shit. haha so thats what i did came home and "unloaded" the spicy load.

Well i think thats all today. Remember ah, NOT dead or YOu will be dead. so pls tagg. Saiyo...

Sy-co Tuesday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.007-08:00

Hiii, i'm _____, whats your name, i dun't like you.bye bye Lucius is tired today so i ill post for him.
Today, Lucius had a very nice and interesting day.

1stly, Daniel gave Lucius a wonderful massage, on the BACK, for almost one hour plus. Lucius tipped him 25 cents for it. a quote from Lucius, "
seriously la, it's best to be massaged in class during an hour plus of boring maths and science lessons, daniel you rock." Lucius also played alot of socer today. After which Lucius had oral and i believe Lucius should have failed by now.

To conclude, chinese oral SUCKS!!! Lucius after the stressful chinese oral went on to play soccer again. Lucius is also not veri happy with his ugly disgusting hair. He says he rather cut bald then keep it this way. Lucius, oso got caught by DM for playing soccer at the primary school. AFter which, he went home and slacked.

As lucius is tooo sian to post today, i took over. my name is_____
see you tomoro... bye

Super Monday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.006-08:00

Many dread the early hours of waking up for school, on the new week.
The feeling of a short 2 day holiday leaves them, as they enter another drastic, uncommom, boring, killing, soul devouring week of school. However.......I don't. yay lalalalala. cheer up people if u fall under the above section. it's a new week, that god has given us. you should be happy. put on a big smile like his> (: and be happy!!!

Ok so monday, wow, so fast a weekend past! it's like saturday and sunday and then Monday! woh, cooooool. ok anyway, i was given a rather "well" greeting at school when the dm mentioned my name in front of the whole school. wah at first i thought was some good thing so i kept my head up front, getting ready to "recieve" the good comment, wah in the end ah... i tell you ah... i almost laughed my ass off la. DM, was like,"Caius Chew, Lucius Pang ( he pronounced my surname wrongly. WTF???), and Woo Ren Bin. please see me after morning assembly, i have mentioned that ICAN(detention) had begun last week and you guys did not attend detention??? see me after this. Wah, *arm chio* i reli dunno where to put my face sia. just wish could have found a hole in the wall or something to shuff my head in la. my gosh so paiseh...

Ok anyway, lucky Dm never use cane or anything he just "gently, silently, WITHOUT SHOUTING, tell us to go tomorrow." Well so din have any exciting stuff, renbin bought new soccer ball, which he used to score a hat trick during recess... must be put spell or something funnny on the ball wan larhxz... and oyeh, the mass. Dem funny la, the priest is like:may god be with you, Response:and also with you. Priest:let us sing him hyms of praise, Response:thank you almighty God. Priest: In the name of the father and the son and the holy spirit, Response: AMEN.... wah imagine 1 whole our of mass. sian man, i pity the catholics sometimes. but well it was fun, in away get to walk with God closer.

Oh and the best part!!! went to bugis street to shop!!!, bought new wallet, pencil box, jacket, shirt, pants, bag. wah shuang sia. i feel like a new person. haha spent 130 bucks!!! haha Gervina super not happy lor. i like go brag to her. hahahah well anyway, had 2 big enormous burgers for tea and then went home, and then type out this post you are reading now. so well this is my story, and you will hear more from me tomorrow, so this is lucius, saying" take care of your balls, and your balls will take care of you" goodnight everybody....

Simple Friday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.005-08:00

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Ok, anyway, FRIDAY. woohoo last day of school... for oni 2 days. haha yeh so was badly screwed by Han LP. wah first time i actually felt so scared. Was foooling around in class then he threatened to send me for caning!!! wah reli and i the fool around i did was super bad in a "sick" way. wah reli sia super scary. Well anyway at least i managed to stop him by using the
~~~~~~~~~~~~Lucius's guide to suck up to teachers~~~~~~~~~~~~
wah so i looked a him with those pain guilt-ed eyes, with the innocence of a 3 year old, with heart already to be brokened.... that kinda stuff so finally he toked to me and he "forgave" me, so yeh, well done lucius, you've done it again!!! haha

So wah and Mr Chye!!! walao, superdisuperdisuperdi funnnny!!!! aiya he was like
*Mr Chye walks into class, with eyes, burning as if he had roaster them over the grill, raising his voice, he spoke with a sense of courage, dignity and ferociousness.*" The noise in the class is unacceptable. How long do you suppose i detain you? Chairman? how long do you suppose i should detain the class?* the class outside scared out of their wits, runs back into class, frightened. The teacher outside admire his ferosity, and walks away with a good impression.* Then Mr Chye seeing that the teacher has walked away, lowers his voice and says" ok sit down, sorry about just now. sometimes i have to erm "assert" my self in front of the other teachers to gain respect." "sorry"...
walao ei, dem pro la. all of us laugh!!! haha

Then after schoool went jeremy house swim. haha funs, well anyway thats all for this week so blog again next week then bye!!!

Supreme Thursday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.004-08:00

Ok thursday, tow words to descride it.
Supremly Fun.

Well, ok anyway, thursday.
So messaged alot in class. Very fun. was having EL oral, when i conducted the mass sms. haha then later comunication malay. wah that wan own la. practically message all the way UNTILL, omg Discipline Master came into class!!! wth if not thanks to my fast and swift, "uncanny" handphone hiding skills, i managed to "get away" with it. In short, I'M GOOOD! haha

Ok, so after the handphone frenzy, we play football, basketball. aiya sports basically. Then, me and renbin went j8. was toking about my bowly hairstyle. ok anyway, bought Mr Chye appreciation gift. hha won't tell you waht it is... then wah fun part. We were toking about miss lee's modeling background. Before come into class, will "pose" a the door, stare abit, then walk to t'table put books down, walk to the centre, "pose" again then start with the LONG, NON-INSPIRATIONAL, BORING. "speech" a.k.a, lecture... haha dem farni la. aiya lee's super strange

Haha, ok anyway thats all for todae. haha like my new blogskin???

Slacky Wednesday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.003-08:00

O,k wlecome to another episode of my crap... haha anyway if you wanna waste 40 seconds of your life, read on...

Haha todae, wah!!! nice sia. ran 2.4!!! my timing, 30 min!!! haha walk all the way thats the timing you get, so to all those who wanna pass napfa, dun WALK your 2.4!!!... i'm an exception.

Afternoon had remedial with Mr Chye. woh he rocks la. haha while he was dooing oral with the others, Jm, jeremy,me,isaac,vladamir,jeremylim and ren bin. were having our "grown up boy bond-ing time" haha fun sia... some reli deeeeeeep secrets were discovered. haha can't tell you *naninanipoopoo* ok anyway that was friggin lame. haha but reli la. it was dem nice toking about boiys stuff. so yeh. was toking about boys, girls, men, woman,sports,drinking,smoking,_ex aiya the stuff guys tok about. so it was fun. hahahaha

Oyah, BAND!!! ok so missed auditions, *cheering* haha btu had scales remedial.... haha. i sucked... Oyah and the most funny thing. i mistook jeremy's birthday as yesterday and message him," happy birthday!!! oh my gosh, so sry forgot message you yesterday. some fren i am, never wish you on exact day..." so paiseh la!!! oh man, my head really gugu-ing away... well anyay i think thats all for todae. a crazy yet super fun day!!! haha
K, so post again tomorrow.

Sleazy Tuesday

2008-01-11T07:08:00.002-08:00

O...k, tuesday, the second day of the week, a time of sharing and understanding. Well, here is my story...

HAve no idea why, but Han Lao Pei sent me from ICAN, (detention). Just because Ren Bin turn around to borrow pencil, he ask me and him go ICAN... *eff* him la. Crazy teacher with a weirdly insane mind. Oh and he still has the tongue attack problem. The tongue over there still like a dog like that. Shoot here Shoot there, the the saliva also spray here spray there. walao i will pray for those who are seating infront la. "May God have mercy on your soul". anwyay, did quiet time today *claps*

So tomorrow got band auditions!!! Argh!!! those in favour of me failing, READ ON. MSSB, 50th aniversary concert, Esplanade concert hall. Hiaz... alot to practise for liao lor... but nevermind, perserverence is most important. well ok i think i sayed enuff today. Tomorrow "should" have more interesting stuff yeh. ok so this is lucius, signing off.

MOnday Monday MOnday!!!

2008-01-11T07:08:00.001-08:00

Ok 1stly, dun reli post on sat and sun... no time, came bak late... all the possible reasons you can think of....

Ok, so monday!!! haha freddy say must go band room at 10 to take something... l0l, in the end is just to move the conductor stand on that thingggy, to the porch!!! wth, so lame, but well anyway at least i did it with joy, peace, fun, laughter, happiness, enjoyment, anxiety, enthusiasm and without COMPLAINS...

Besides that, just played bball, untill 4, and bot drink from CS... so yeh, tune in next time for more....

My first blog!

2008-01-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

O...k, my first blog entry...
NOt sure if i'm doing this right but, if i am please correct me k.

Ok, so todays friday, went to club, renbin came along, ren bin stayover my house, tomorrow got cca maze... *sian*

That means sleeping late on friday night, waking up early on saturday!!! walao, torture sia...anyways, at least tomorrow going watch concert with frens, haha well, thats all i guess. Post again tomorrow...